May 2013
15 posts
7 tags
“Ultimately I love who I am, flaws and all.”
– S-O
10 tags
Mother's Day Madness
Hi everyone its a lovely mothers day and I feel rather uneasy. I have seen forms of love I mean the most beautiful actions that signify love and commitment ever. So right now I’m just drifting off the love I’ve seen, people are amazing, creative, bold and passionate. In a world full of imperfections, selfishness and horror that’s what I see. Call me crazy or “special”...
13 tags
Sorrows to spare
Hi guys, all those who follow me aswell as those who just keep up. I’m gonna do something different tonight, tonight I’m gonna share my sorrow. I figure if I can share my inspiration then it wont hurt to share my sadness. So I’m here in a bathroom crying my eyes out over a battle that I have now excepted as impossible for me to win. And I’m a fighter there’s no battle I would ever give up but...
10 tags
“My mouth doesn’t always know what my heart wants to say, so I pick up a pen and...”
– S-O
8 tags
“When eyes stare at color that’s blinder than blue, see being colored is a crime...”
– S-O
3 tags
“I have an undescribable attachment to art”
– S-O
7 tags
15 tags
“When you think I am at my weakest I am actually at my strongest, and when I...”
– S-O
6 tags
“All people dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty...”
– ― D.H. Lawrence (via thestriversrow)
D.H. Lawrence always made me think, everything is always more than what it is seen to be. its just a matter of perception.
-S-O
9 tags
Day by Day
One of my motto’s are “every day is a new day that brings a new opportunity” and I love that fact. There is something new waiting in each and everyday that I wake up to, its exciting and disappointing all at the same time. I find new inspirations and new disappointments. But it is a long journey that I endure in confidence that at the end of the day I will have accomplished something that I didn’t...
8 tags
6 tags
Reap what you Sow, Sow what you can
at some point time itself is consuming, and irritating. I find myself angry at times just because things never seem to work in my favor. At that moment is when I re-examine my situation, (that point being as I am writing this). First, just because things do not work as I plan them to does not mean they are not going in my favor, there is always the lesson learned and a greater knowledge is always...
10 tags
The people I know
The people I have met, they are extraordinarily beautiful, they are inspiring and for them I am nothing less than thankful. I think back to when I was a child watching parents make decisions in life I remember thinking I will never be in dept with anyone. And today I think to my self I am honored to find myself indebted and never sure of how to pay them back they have made my life incredible. From...
9 tags
Worth While
My goal in life is to be great, to go far it all the way full throttle accomplish everything my heart and mind desires. Life hands opportunities that will never come around again that will prove to be very useful in the battle for my future. So I’m always taking chances and working hard, so hard there are times I ignore the real things that are getting me through. I never want to be like that, end...
11 tags
Summer
I am working my summer away, the Summer that has always been there for me from childhood. Summer, that everything accompanying it has always kept things the same except for my age. It always stayed hot and productive and worth waiting through the horrid winters and the beginning year of spring just to embrace me. I love the tan that I get with out laying in the sun, I turn an auburn red brown...
April 2013
17 posts
14 tags
“I have written out of sorrow, love,envy and rage, but I always feel better by...”
– S-O
13 tags
Double sided person
Have you ever pretended to be someone else? I mean out I. Public in total and complete different character? Just to hide your true character? I’m sure I have at some point in my life, I’m amazed at how many people do that, out of fear, or envy, or the longing to belong. Sometimes its not worth it covering up who you really are for someone else to accept you. I have my own personal view...
7 tags
8 tags
In my absence
Since my last post I have left people I have grown close too, gained a family member, lost a home I never had, gained courage that paved its own destiny for me and lost a weakness, and now I sit here astonished of my growth rate yet my height remains the same. This marks the beginning of a new chapter in an old book. S-O
5 tags
“I think someone out there has a misconception of the phrase “live life to...”
– S-O
12 tags
The other view of me
When I look at myself in just the right angle I can see myself from the same view that evseyuelse sees, and I realize I’m not as big as I pictured my self in reality, in my mind my muscles supersede the average figure of femininity, but in reality my frame is equal to a modelling on a starving diet, in my mind I am ten feet taller than the tallest Guy but in that mirror I’m just...
11 tags
Moments in a moment
I am having one of those moments when you feel like something is very wrong but can’t put your finger on it, and its killing me so im goin to say “In the name of Jesus” and be done with it. S-O
6 tags
5 tags
“I want to be the writer my heart claims to be.”
– S-O
6 tags
“If “plan A” didn’t work the alphabet has 25 more LeTTers ! ! !”
– (via jessiepinkypie)
Humor and optimism
5 tags
“I have three words for you and please promise to listen to me and to keep my...”
– horizon-t (via horizon-t)
So beautiful.
3 tags
horizon[t]: Sophia →
horizon-t:
She cut her hair today. It looks different I said, but good. I said it looks good and she smiled and she laughed a bit and pressed a short kiss on my cheek. I will forget about these things, eventually, but I have them now. And the smell of her skin on mine.
She cut her hair today. It’s…
I wanted to cry and at the same time smile when I read this.
“Not everybody leaves. Some stay. Some are worth the poems, and the pain and the...”
– Joshua Bennett
The Strivers Row (via shotsfiredinheaven)
8 tags
A business state of mind
I am at a cross road, of doing what someone believes I should do and what I have been working hard toward. Just because I am capable of doing it and it will add to the community in a possitive light but what I am working on will do the same. I’ve always believed that I can do all things but I have finally found where my heart is raking me and I don’t want to stray. So what do you do...
9 tags
“Discipline is the bridge between goals and accomplishment.”
– Jim Rohn
March 2013
21 posts
5 tags
Show and Tell
I can’t really say I hate any particular place, because it is fact that everything happens for a reason and with that you are always in a certain place for a certain reason whether you know what that reason is or not. I meet so many wonderful people in the worst places and I meet the worst people in the most wonderful places so you can’t really chawk down your judgment of a place based off of,...
6 tags
ANDRE
Well here is a long shot I am taking trying to contact my dear friend Andre (I wont dare put his last name) I met him at school. and since we both have graduated it is hard for me to contact him. Now we were emailing each other but at the moment my email account is dysfunctional for what ever bias reason it has decided. But Andre if your reading this, I haven’t forgotten about you nor...
5 tags
Send me a Note
A note, one note, has changed my night, my view, it is beautiful A wonderful insight into a mind that is not my own but some how I recognize it. The familiar handwriting in the Times New Roman Font Style of it. A note, one note has the power to change so much more than my mood has been affected a spark has been set a creative pen that had been marking in the professional battle ground has now...
6 tags
In Responce To You
My dear, there is so much to learn about this notebook, like there are still blank pages inside her cover, or that she longs for a worthy reader. There is so much that can be added to this notebook that in my opinion can be labelled as otherwise incomplete. what makes this notebook great in and of itself, is the lessons and wisdom it carries from outside influences. So a dare to you my dear...
3 tags
“I am tired, and my tears weigh more than my burdons so they sink deeper into my...”
– S-O
3 tags
Its a new day, and I’m done waiting, for opportunity to come to me. S-O
6 tags
I can feel the tears rushing like waves, the tide is high for me to sit close to the beach its dangerous.. S-O
8 tags
Pass it on, by pressing on
There are those moments, different people call them different things. The “ahh haa moment” the “light bulb moment” the “shoulda had a V8” the “dawning” when it hits you. The perfect inspiration, the simple truth, the love of life, when you realize the life you live to the fullest is for someone else’s gain. It is for someone else to succeed....
9 tags
Personal Touch
I want and need a man who loves like I love, lives like I live, and believes like I believe, because “opposites attract” is just not good enough for me. S-O
5 tags
“When God knows you’re ready for the responsibility of commitment, he’ll reveal...”
– (via mystandards)
I love this so much, I’m yet waiting and in Christ I know it will be worth the wait. S-O
6 tags
“Have you ever felt like you were the only thing upright in a dessert storm?”
– S-O
9 tags
My sister Priscilla
We at the library today and my little sister picks this African legend book. After about 2 minutes of reading she says “I gotta get a different book this book got some jacked up words in it” so I say Cilla its in another language genius. She says ” oh that explains it!”.
Ecclesiastes 1:4-7
dottyasyouplease:
Generations come and generations go, but the earth remains forever. The sun rises and the sun sets, and hurries back to where it rises. The wind blows to the south and turns to the north; round and round it goes, ever returning on its course. All streams flow into the sea, yet the sea is never full. To the place the streams come from, there they return again.
5 tags
Heart 2 heart #2
Nothing beats the feeling of a pen in my hand. S-O
4 tags
Heart 2 heart
I feel an end comming.
7 tags
5 tags
“I may never have this moment again, but you will never be able to take it away...”
– S-O 